Why? Why? Why?
Someone pinch me because i dont know if im still in a dream or is this reality. I am praying one day ill get up and the Mets will still be 7 games ahead and cruising towards another NL East title for the second straight season. I really am in need of a mets victory because if they dont win the NL East or make the wild card, I will not be happy along with the other crazed Mets fans in the world. This has been the utter worst month of my baseball years and if it ends as we all think, Then it will cap the worst season as a mets fan. I dont care about all of the losing seasons in the 90's now, I care about this season and our thoughts coming into it about a World Series run as last years season ended on such a bad note. When you look at the way these weeks are ending, I feel like im in a downward spiral and this team usually takes up all my time watching and day dreaming to the day when the Mets finally win a world series, One in which i can fully participate in.
As the years went on, I was able to fully establish myself as a crazy Mets fan, Watching all the games, Going to most and owning every jersey (One for each day of the week and even more) but looking at the way this season has gone down the tubes in the past month, I feel like they are dragging me with them. Each day im walking around, my head is slumped and each Yankee fan i see abuses me for hours and it hurts deep down inside but i usually dont let them see it. Even when im doing my clinical rotations at the hospital, I am analyzing patients and taking vital signs and i feel as if it should be the other way around as my vitals are the ones that are dropping and causing me to almost faint after watching this team on a daily basis. I am needed of a vacation and tomorrow i will be at the game supporting my team. After the game win or lose, Im travleing to my house in Pennsylvania and if the mets win or lose, I will not know. I wont turn on the television and wont worry about who won or lost. Even though ill most likely find out somehow, I will still be with this team regardless of the outcome, I am just hurt at the way they are playing at the end of it all. Please Mets, Give me one more comeback and win the NL East again. One more time. Thats all. One more series left. Win all 3 and the Phils need to lose 1 game and we win the NL East.
And for one more picture with my thoughts for tonights loss against the Cards. Look into the sky David for devine intervention for the team Please!
Just a quick reply...and, I happen to share the same date of birth with David, only I was born in 1957. And, while in the Navy, I lived in Chesapeake up until 2004...anyway, I really don't have any answers...somewhere, somehow...low confidence and disbelief "wormed" themselves into their minds...but, perhaps, we as their fans, can muster up enough faith and power and through forces beyond our control, they will come out on top during this final "3-game season."
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Christine,
Thanks for the note. I absolutely agree with you about the way this team has sunk and the answers are no where to be found. The Mets need to dig down deep inside and try and pull off a three game sweep because this has been a horrible last month of the season, Almost equally as worse as years before when they werent too good. What bothers me most as a mets fan is going to the game and seeing the stadium empty, We as fans need to support this team and i love the "3 game season " comment as it is what it is, 3 games for the playoffs.
John
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